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November 30, 2003
Every once in awhile I find myself drawn into an elaborate network of design related sites. I'm talking about the sites on which the Pixel rules all. The sites on which an exhausting, uber-trendy, you're-a-consumer-just-by-looking feel pervades; on which active forums, reviews, and shoutouts are constantly being absorbed into new relationships, like water drops running down a window; and links. Usually many links. In text format, banner/button format, chase-the-vectorbased-ironic-character-around-the-screen format. Links. And this is where I get sucked into their world. Their, them. 'Them' being the talented bit-herders of the 'web. I can't fathom how these people going about all of this. I mean, of course I can imagine the path of curiosity and discovery that an individual might have taken in order to get to a high level of design, and authoring competency, but the entire...organism/structure/network that results when thousands of creative minds have access to eachother so directly astounds me. I've been online since '95, I should be getting at least accustomed to all the choice, all the potential. But I'm not. Not at all. It really does tire me out sometimes. I wonder if, a generation from now, kids will grow up with drastically different neural connections and behaviours because of their from-birth experience with the web and its connectedness. Anyway, here are some of the sites that caught my eye this evening*:
* Tonight, or all of today, rather, was supposed to be devoted to writing my Edu.Pych term paper (Kyra, aren't term papers supposed to be worked on throughout the term? Not a couple of days in advance of the due date? Shut it, Rhetorical Question Poser. I don't want to hear from you). However, said paper just wasn't happening. So, as the content of the few ClinicalPych classes I've attended has alerted me, I rationalized my way out of handing in the paper, and I am currently intellectualizing the unpleasant outcome that will surely result. Hooohhh. I really make myself sick sometimes. Thank god I can boost my average next term (because between now and then, my self-motivation and study ethic will have become so much stronger...). I'm like some sort of Taoist nightmare. Jesuschrist.
- posted by K. @ 10:56 p.m. |
November 29, 2003
Audio Update: Camera Obscura
Copied and pasted from Andmoresound -
"Camera Obscura are a 6 piece from Glasgow. They play country-tinged pop reminiscent of The Lovin' Spoonful or the gentler moments of Yo La Tengo."
- posted by K. @ 12:17 a.m. |
November 28, 2003
Live Audio News
The Phonemes, Royal City, and another band are playing the Horseshoe on December the thirteenth.
- posted by K. @ 8:09 p.m. |
November 27, 2003
Hoooo...
French: Je suis vraiment fatigue.
Pig Latin: Ay-i m-ay ired-tay.
Cracked-Out Fake Spanish: Ariba! Soy mucho fatiguerro! (every sentence in Cracked-Out Fake Spanish either starts or ends in an exclamation point, didn't you know?)
Yiddish: Oi. (The word is exceptionally versatile.)
English: Hit me with a lamb chop and call me Sue, boy am I tired.
But yeah yeah yeah...what would a blog entry be without some hyperlink action? Well, very similar to many of my posts here at aotp, actually. But tonight we're ("we're" - what the hell am I saying??) going to give the people some links. And nobody can cast a cynical glance at me and sneer "the people? oh please. there are no people who read this page. Only bots and crawlers. Get real, Kyra." "Oh ho!" I retort. (My wit is quick, and my retorting skills strong, you see.) So, yeah. "Oh ho! But there are people who look at this page. A couple of them. Like some of my friends," before this imaginary opponant of mine can say something similar to "Friends?? What friends? Kyra, aloe vera plants listen to you complain about burning couscous onto your nice pot only because they have no choice in the matter." I keep on: "and some random people who click on blogger's 'recently updated' links.." I peter out, remembering that the whole point of this post was to state that I'm feeling in need of sleep, and then to give The People some links. Not to go about proving the existence of said People, or to cast myself as an eccentric who talks to succulents and can't even make a pot of couscous without culinary disater.
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Here you go, you person, you. Linkage. (No deadends at aotp tonight, yo!)
IndiePages - for music reviews, zines, and a generally feel-good vibe.
"Greetings. I am a time travler from the year 2036."
Communication, Cultural and Media Studies. Have an info-base . Have an info-base! Like the blowpop commercials... Am I the only person on the planet that remembers the Blowpop commercials from the late 80s?? I bet you don't remember SunJammers either.. "People"! Pah. What good are People.
- posted by K. @ 11:53 p.m. |
November 24, 2003
Drop Deadline Reminder
At first glance, does that headline not sound like it's reminding you to drop dead? That's what it looked like to me. OH MY GOD! It is rain-snowing again. Jesus. I just thought I'd login to blogger, post this quasi funny deadline thing, and now I'm on about the weather again. I apologize. No I don't. Gotta go to class. And then I have to drop Physics -- oh yeah.
- posted by K. @ 12:13 p.m. |
November 23, 2003
Update#2: Get Out!
Well, it's pretty much official. UWO is a school of lacklustre conservatives...or are some of us just prudes? The kiss-in that QWO had scheduled for Tuesday has been "indefinately postponed" by the organization's president due to a sudden surge of online objection. A bunch of Guest Users and a few Registered Users flooded the QWO forums with posts objecting to the now-postponed PDA event. They claim that the QWO is not fulfilling its responsibility to represent its members.
They argue that arousing the phobic feelings of Western's haters must be avoided in order to gain their acceptance. Which I feel is a ridiculous stance. What kind of acceptance are these people willing to settle for? One that is filled with unfair stipulations and a greasy not-withstanding clause? How do they expect to accomplish anything if they are so worried about stepping on toes? Kiss-ins are not the orgies that some people imagine them into. They are, however, certain to offend a few people (individuals generally referred to as bigots). But maybe these are the people that need to be offended. Stretch their minds a little, acclimatize them. Get them thinking about things in way that has evolved since the 1970s.
Kiss-ins are a useful and potentially fun option in a political life. I think that the event has the potential to do two important things for our university: 1) put a spotlight on homophobic sentiments or actions that might flare up, hopefully leading to closer examination by the school press, administration, and student body; and 2) it would establish a stronger queer presence on campus (which isn't setting the bar all that high, considering there is virtually no queer presence today anyway). PDAs are common political activities. They are non-distructive and, obviously, non-violent.
A university should be awash in such progressive demonstrations and activism. Why is Western such an apathetic campus? Why is it that our student body only mobilizes itself in order to quell the prospect of real political action? The Gazette could focus an interesting investigative series on the situation, but the idea will probably never get beyond the conditional because it might, for Western, get too confrontational, too radical. Too Political.
- posted by K. @ 11:48 p.m. |
Le Sigh
Ok, I have two new musical loves to share.
First, we have A Northern Chorus, who I saw play on Friday at the Grad Club. One bass, two guitars, one flute, one cello, one magical drum set. The music swirls, shimmers, rocks, and has that soundfeeling of falling snow. Unfortunately, they're off to the UK in February, so you'll have to wait a bit until you can catch them back in Ontario...or anywhere else that isn't the UK. Thanks to Andreas Gripp, for putting together this show.
Second, we have Camera Obscura. Judging by their cover art and most of their songs, they're two women, but some of the tracks feature a male vocalist who sounds really gentle and nice. It's indie pop. Maybe a little twee, but in an understated, mindful way.
[Unrelated to the band, What Is Camera Obscura?]
Also, if you're having trouble finding indie pop in your town, you should look into poppolar records. You can shop in Canadian dollars (US and Euro currencies as well), and the prices are ok. You can mail order or use a credit card. Most interestingly, they have Camera Obscura albums for sale. . .which could be sent to an as of yet nonexistant PO box in London, Ontario if anybody out there enjoys making random Internet strangers happy ; )
Take care!
- posted by K. @ 7:25 p.m. |
November 21, 2003
Update: Get Out!
Looks like there is some life stirring at QWO. In response to the obvious lack of queer visability at Western, the group has posted a call to action. I hope to see lots and lots of canoodling going down (erhm) in the UCC next Tuesday, people! I'll be there to show my support. I wonder how our campus paper, The Gazette, will cover the activism.
- posted by K. @ 12:00 p.m. |
November 20, 2003
Get Out!
That The University of Western Ontario does little to nurture (or acknowledge) the sexual diversity of its student population is no shocker if you've spent any time on the campus. Looking for the Thelma to your Louise? The Sigfreid to your Roy? The rabbit hole that exits the massive closet that is the UWO campus? Finding them could prove tough. QWO, Western's queer club, is essentially invisible and voiceless during most of the year, registering an ever so faint ping on the popular radar during Pride Week before vanishing again. Lectures and public discussions on queer theory and related topics are few and far between. Women's Studies isn't for everyone. Fortunately for UWO students, and the rest of the London community, there is one extensive, well advertised, and permanent resource available -- The Pride Library. Established in 1997 by Western Professor James Miller, the Library is a unique phenomenon. In an interview with Young Gay America, Miller explained, "This is actually the ONLY official established Research Center for Gay and Lesbian students in a Canadian University. The fact that it should be at THIS University is nothing short of a miracle."
Get In(on it)!
Continuing along with the London PSA wave that I seem to be riding tonight, listen up:
Hot Hot Heat, The Unicorns, and The French Kicks (never heard of 'em, but this review isn't great) will be playing at Call The Office on December 5th, 2003. Live in London? Want to witness the awkward, socially inept whirl of somethingorother that is me? Come to the show! Music is good for you and your community.
- posted by K. @ 11:58 p.m. |
November 19, 2003
One Great City!
A fifty second bike ride east from the downtown core and I’m leaning on my handle bars, eyeing a pile of rubble. Nearby, a CNR freight procession rattles its way west. I dismount the bicycle and high step over some rusting ductwork that's laying across the grassy way between demolished and functional squalor. Just now a guy in his twenties walks past. This isn’t a place where I had expected to encounter strollers. But then, I’m here, aren’t I? Strolling, in a way.
His back is to me, now, so I call out. He looks back just before the path gets narrower and the young maples on either side start to reach for him. I ask if he knows what this used to be. He seems a little aggravated by the question. That I ask. Or that I am. Here.
“Don’t know,” is the answer. A look around. Then, “But sometimes the guys in that building,” he points to a recessed door in a squat building opposite the rubble, “sometimes they let their dog out. They don’t know anybody’s back here. They don't check. You know.” I thank him for the warning and watch him walk away with a bit of story he’d rather keep for himself.
- posted by K. @ 9:08 p.m. |
November 18, 2003
Um, weren't there, like, some CBC playlists here before..?
Yes, there were. Good observatory skills Comrade Header. The weekly playlists for CBC Radio3 have been shooed onto their own page. Why? Because they are long. They take too much time to scroll past if you're not interested in them. They were annoying. Annoying but still somewhat interesting. So they have been relocated. I can assure you that they are perfectly content in their new location.
- posted by K. @ 7:30 p.m. |
mullet beret. it needed to be posted.
- posted by K. @ 4:25 p.m. |
November 16, 2003
- posted by K. @ 7:59 p.m. |
November 15, 2003
Steal This! (@%*!!)
Please indulge your punkass, damn the man! instincts and steal this button.
Then indulge your Bovidae instincts and do what all the cool kids are doing: post it on your site, in your emails, use it in forums. Worship it as the idol of a better god, We Love Musique.com.
- posted by K. @ 12:03 a.m. |
November 14, 2003
Flash This! (@%*!!)
Alright. I just eaked out a simple little animated button for WML. And have now realized that when it goes online it'll be displayed in the huge white space that is the Flash default stage.
...---... ...---... That's right! I'm morse coding my plea to the computer deities to give my sleep deprived mind insight so that the time I spent putting the thing together won't be in vain. Oh...Oh! I just looked down the support page a bit and there's a link ("How to move an entire animation at once") that might help me. (Had better help me..) I wish I were a computer whiz. ("If ever a whiz there was". Three cool points for the person who can place this quote!)
Before I go and fix things up, I'd just like to share this: "Step 2 Turn on Edit Multiple Frames and set the onion skin markers to display all frames." Now, I don't know why I'm so tired tonight -- it's only 11:45 -- but I am. I'm slur-my-words-and-forget-recent-conversations tired. And in this fatigue of mine, those instructions sound like a joke
- posted by K. @ 11:42 p.m. |
November 13, 2003
"0°C. Overcast. Light snow and blowing snow." courtesy of The Weather Network
The view from my apartment is an office building across the street. And in between my building and that building is a violent wind tunnel that's whipping a thin current of ... snow ... in all directions. I don't think I'll be riding ma bicyclette to school today. This calls for the Cocteau Twins.
And in Other News...
My review of the Nov 7 show at the Blue Moon (The Blow et al.) has been sent to WML. There are photos too. It should be posted in the next few days, if you care to take a gander. And don't try to tell me that you don't gander. Everybody ganders.
- posted by K. @ 12:33 p.m. |
November 08, 2003
The Morning After
Last night's show has me grinning on the inside. I spent 8 hours at the Blue Moon, my mother counted to me. I actually spoke to most of the musicians, which is a big thing for this rather shy/socially inept girl. : ) And I took some photos on my mother's automatic Pentax. They are being developed as this is typed, and will be ready at quarter to two. Dan wants me to scan them and write up a review for the site which will be a huge gush fest for me. Hopefully the photos will turn out. Mmmm....
- posted by K. @ 1:09 p.m. |
November 03, 2003
To: Lowfish
You learn to become someone you’re not. When the music’s right, and the snow’s on the ground. When you get back to the big city and you’re the girl with the innocently blush cheeks, the unsolved face, and the wickedly intent eyes. Curious. You learn how to walk across the threshold, into a full room, and become the one who owns the space. The one who fills it. All. Steals your own. Bodies, swaying, dancing, reclined, intoxicated - your entrance is an alert. It’s not electricity that stops them, you don’t know what it is that stops them. But they do. Stop. In a way. Unless you’re right there it’s difficult to imagine. But they do stop. For a moment. Just long enough to regulate theirs beats, and then continue. All sideways glances, and unclaimed brushes. This is a night to take. Doesn’t every grrl feel like this every once in a while? Isn’t this a kind of power? This sexuality. This primal, tricky persuasion. Tonight I am the most powerful woman in the room. You can feel it.
With unsustained gratitude: Kyra
- posted by K. @ 8:54 p.m. |
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